I dedicate this journal entry to my beloved dog, Jackpot, who passed away yesterday.
For the second time, I'm crying because our pet died.
But this is different.
Special even.
Jackpot is not just a pet.
He's like a baby brother to me.
And I really, really LOVE him!
But maybe, this is for the best.
He was suffering. Bleeding, even.
Maybe I'm just being selfish.
Selfish for wanting him to stay even just for a little bit.
What's even more worse is the fact that maybe, I was the cost of his untimely passing.
For not being there, for being away.
Gah! My eyes hurt.
I love him. I miss him. But I'm thankful now that he's at peace.
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